Things I'll Never Say In Real Life

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braaklyn:

I DON’T KNOW WHY

BUT I’M LAUGHING SO HARD

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Everything would have been perfectly fine. Damn him.

I was accepting the friend zone, and the fact that he likes Someone Else more than me. Then the movie starts, and he lies down beside me on the bed. He asks me to rub his hair, so I do. Then he snuggles up close with his back against me, nuzzles his head up against mine, and grabs my arm and wraps it around his waist. Reaches around, rubs my head, lightly tugs my hair. Guides my hand to where he wants it, though never going too far. Tangling our feet together, moving his own hand back to run his fingers on my leg, then my arm. Staying completely quiet.

So by this point, I’m already freaking out. Then what does he go and do? Rubs Kelsee’s back. Then Matt’s. While still doing all of the above for me. I’m confused like no other, just watching the movie and wondering what the hell is going on.

The next movie starts, process continues through to the end.

Movie ends, and we lay out on the bed, Matt and I neglecting our need to go home. Matt asks if anyone has ever massaged my legs. Nope. There he goes, doing that. And there’s Him, not Matt, running his hand along my lower back. Under my shirt. You wanna see a trick? He asks. Sure, whatever. Unclips my bra, with slight struggle. I laugh, but I’m freaking the fuck out. Not because I’m scared. Oh no. Not scared at all. Just sad. Waiting for him to stop, and the night to be over.

We all get properly adjusted again, and Matt says he wants to go home. I silently agree, but I don’t want to go.

But I do.

…

I hate this strangeness. Whenever we’re together and alone, all he ever talks about is Someone Else. Yet he shows signs of affection so often. Tonight by far surpassed anything he’s ever done. I just don’t know what to think. I’m afraid to accept anything, because I know he’s done the same and more with SE and probably will again, if given the chance.

I want this so bad. And this seems like it’s so obvious. But with him, I just… I don’t want to make any move and lose him.

Jesus. Trey, help.

How beautiful do I have to be?

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Especially when you ask to see me almost everyday, and tell me such sweet and secret things.

thedayifallwiththerain:

A Clockwork Orange <3

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